Hm.

Oct. 27th, 2012 10:42 am
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About 6 this morning I woke up to use the bathroom. When I got back in bed I was a little more awake, my mind was wandering around, and I couldn't fall back asleep. I thought I might try masturbating (but didn't actually get any toys out), but my mind couldn't settle on a fantasy. I'd start thinking about something, try to get myself 'in the mood', but then my mind would dart off onto something totally unrelated. Eventually, I turned onto my back and tried one last time, but I must have fallen asleep.

I say 'must have', because when I woke up later I was bit confused about whether or not I'd actually masturbated. Apparently my dream-self decided that masturbating sounded like a great idea because I had a very vivid, very realistic dream about it. I even came in the dream, in a very intense and real-feeling way. So I was confused about what had actually happened when I woke up.

Now, I'm not sure if I actually came in real life as well as in the dream, because I never have before. Of course, I've never squirted or had multiple orgasms before this year, so who knows.

Now, I'm not sure if I actually came in real life as well as in the dream, because I never have before. Of course, I've never squirted or had multiple orgasms before this year, so who knows.

I've never really had a 'sex dream' per se (I think being a virgin and not having a real life reference has something to do with this), but I have had sexy dreams, though nothing has ever come (haha, no pun intended) of them. Not like this morning.

I still don't know if I actually came or not, and there's no way of knowing, so I guess I'll just add it to the New In 2012 list and move on.

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